This is my life♥: December 2012

Monday, December 31, 2012

Happy New Years!

Honestly, truth be told, I feel FREE. I've been holding on to something for too long, and I've finally decided to let go. I'm done with him. I know you know who. I am DONE. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders and heart. I never thought I'd feel this way about him. Because honestly, he's been my weakness. I would take him back no matter what happened. No, not this time. So Happy New Years guys! Mine started off just peachy!

To be honest, I wouldn't have it any other way.

>>>>>>

It's New Years Eve, I have no plans. At the moment, I'm curled up on the couch watching Dr. Who. I can deal with this for a little while. Although, I haven't the slightest what's going on, but you know I have A.D.D. I'm texting my aunt as we speak to see if I can take a trip to Boswell, although it's not very far-it's far enough. I miss the boys anyways. Plus Shawn is there. I just found out my SIM card won't be here until the 2nd because of bad weather. Lovely. I want my new phone working, why is that so hard? It honestly shouldn't be, but you know it is. I'm doing this thing this year, where you have a jar, and anytime something big happens you put it on a piece of paper and put it in the jar. Good or bad. I made my resolutions, but it's kinda long, so I'll give you some of them. Probably not as colorful as how I wrote them for myself, but you know. Tomorrow, if I'm home, I will clean my room. What better way to start the new year than with a clean room?

New Years Resolutions:
College
Graduate
Don't gain the freshman whatever.
Workout
Organize
Eat Better
Go to church more
Pray more
Get a freaking car I can drive.
Get my license.
Blog more. (although I think I've done a pretty good job of keeping you up to date)

PS:
Whoever did NOT tell me about Dr. Who, how could you keep such an amazing show away from me? :P

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Yeah

Nothing like being woke up by a chihuahua at 8 something when you didn't go to bed till four something. My sister brought me crispitos and Dr. Pepper, so I'm not complaining too much. Besides that I went right back to sleep anyways. My bed was just so cuddly. Until around ten when the chihuahua decided to wake me up again. Oh dear, he's beginning to be spoiled. Not to mention he's the only dog I know that won't eat sausage. I think he's a vegetarian! He likes cheese though.

It's sad when I'm on break that the only thing I have to blog about is my dog..
and he's not even mine!

Shouldn't I be in bed?

Yeah, I was thinking the same thing. If only I could sleep. Who knew that Chihuahuas could snore? No it's not really the snoring chihuahua keeping me awake. I don't really know what it is, but I can't sleep. Looks like I'll crash on the couch again, whenever that is. The chihuahua likes to snuggle, and if I'm not in here he won't sleep. He'll just cry at my door when he finds out I left. Poor thing. He only likes me and dad. It's kind of funny. Since mom got him for her. Boy, that went well! It's so funny listening to this little thing snore. I never expected something so little to make so much noise. I'm scared I'll wake him up. I really don't want to, but I know I will eventually. Poor thing.

Toodles!

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

This is crazy.

I just realized that in a week I'm going to be visiting the college that I want to go to. Mom and dad not so much. It's crazy I know. Any other time I'd most likely do whatever they'd want me to. But this time? I've made up my mind. I'm going to OBU even if I have to earn all that money by myself. I will. My dad has to send in some letter so I can find out how much I'll get from the army. Then who knows what. The thing is, ever since I was little I was told I could go anywhere I wanted. Where's that now? Why is that changing? I realize that with all the problems with dad I should be close. I know that. I'm not stupid. Even though they've been hiding what's been going on. I only know what certain people have told me or what I've overheard. They should tell me, shouldn't they? Either way, it's not like I'm going across the world. I'm going to Shawnee. Which is still in Oklahoma and relatively close. Just because it's not SOSU doesn't mean anything. I'll only be about three hours away. Which is close enough but not too close. The thing they don't realize is- I want out of this town. It's not that I don't love it here-sometimes I do. Other times, I just want out. I want out of the drama of this little town and the ones around it. You can't crap wrong without someone knowing. I'm kind of sick of it. I know you're supposed to ignore what the haters say about you, right? I know. It's not even that. I just don't like hearing everyone else's drama. Hence the reason I deleted my facebook. I got tired of everyone knowing my business. Yes, I'm aware of the irony that I'm talking on a blog but I deleted my facebook. This is different. No one really reads it, sorry if you do! But it's not like everyone knows my business. In fact, I had someone tell me they wish I hadn't of deleted my facebook cause they loved stalking my life. How weird is that?

I don't like growing up..
Can I go back to being like 5?

Yesssss.

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas! I know I did. I loved it. :) It was extremely cold on Christmas day. There was snow, and boy ole Poncho didn't like that. I sure did, but I didn't get to play in it. It's already all gone. We live in the most bipolar state in the US. It's disappointing. We went to Granny Cheshiers and ate. It was weird since we normally do that on Christmas Eve. Randy and Sunday came and we all thought they were going to be gone. So that was a nice surprise. Poncho went with us, he liked the kids that were his size. All I wound up getting from there was a gigantic chocolate bar, panties, and some moneys. :) I guess Aunt Sunday didn't bring our presents cause they didn't know they'd be back. But I'm sure that will be moneys too. Not that I'm complaining. I like moneys. Lol. Yes, I mean money but who cares? This is the last Christmas I can really act like a kid. Therefore money shall be called moneys. Thank you very much. Then we went to Granny Parker's. Poncho didn't like it there, she made him stay in the crate. He slept the whole time, probably pouting. We ate there too, and I'm pretty sure I won't have to eat for another few days after yesterday. Ugh. Then when we get home- somewhere around ten that night. The electricity goes off around eleven. Great. I hate the dark. Good thing I had Poncho. ;) I was woke up when the electricity came back on at three or four that morning. All the lights decided to shine in my eyes. Yes, I was asleep in the living room. My room was too cold without my heater. It's on the side of the house that's either really hot in summer or really cold in winter. So, I wound up on the couch. Come to think of it, I wound up on the couch Christmas morning too. But I'm not sure how I got there that night. Eh, oh well. :)

It was cold.

Poncho likes Christmas

However, he doesn't like the big dogs.

When I went to take this he was looking at the camera. :/

Bored, so I edited. ;)

Christmas Eve, before everyone came.

He thought this was comfy.

Awe.

My Christmas nails.

Christmas!

Christmas eve after everyone came over.

Even the puppy couldn't sleep on the night before Christmas.

We had a white Christmas

Too bad it's all gone now. :(

Monday, December 24, 2012

My Christmas Presents. :)

So, we got to open our presents early. It's definitely one of the best ones we've had. I've been tracking Santa for the kids. I know, I know. But I can't help it. I do it every year. They love it. I know they'll eventually get tired or grow out of it, but still. I'll probably do it anyways-knowing me. I got everything I want, except for one thing. But that's okay. I can wait for it. So here they are: