Ouch.

So he made it official today, looks like I have no hope anymore.

I give up man,
you win.
I hope you're happy.

Meh.

I survived the first day of ISS, but I'm not sure how much I can handle. Time goes by soooo slow in there. Here I thought that school went by slowly in school, but it's way worse in ISS. I just wanna get out of there, but I have three more days..

Bogus.

So, here I am. One of the best kids in my school and what am I doing? Sitting in ISS. Which is complete and utter bogus. I haven't done anything except been late to school. That's not even particularly my fault. My sister works late nights on Wednesday and Thursday. We only have one car. You do the math. I'm bored out of my mind in here. Someone save me.

Give me a chance.

So there's this guy...


and that's where all troubles start, right?

Scrimmage went good until...

So my scrimmage went great. We won both of them, pretty badly if I might add. But all the drama before and after some of them weren't. I'm just saying maybe some people shouldn't blame others for their "depression". It's not MY fault you left me for her and now you're not happy. It's not MY fault that I'm supposedly the only one that can help you.

Guess what dude?
Live with YOUR choice.

P.O.W.E.R. F.O.R.C.E Team!

My youth group finally decided our name tonight! The Power Force Team!
People
Ordered
With
Eternal
Reason
Following
Our
Redeemer's
Call
Endlessly!

I'm so happy, this is gonna be great! :)

May his force be with you,
Ciara :)

First game of the season tomorrow!

Okay, so technically it's the first game of the season tomorrow and I AM PUMPED! We're playing Boswell and Eagletown! :) We should definitely come back with two wins, but if we don't it's okay. It's just a scrimmage, but that's pretty much a real game to me. I'm so freaking pumped man. I'm ready for this! :) 

Welp,

Cameron's team lost. Kinda sucks since they're not going to State. But hey it's officially baseball season. Doesnt hurt me much, but I know it did him.

T-shirts!(:

Makin' me a T-shirt for my favorite redhead!(: (My cousin) Because he's made it to Area with his basketball team as a freshman! Man, I love that kid!

He better do work! Cause his favorite cousin is comin' to watch him, and I don't get to do that too often!

:)

Good to be back!

So,
I know most teenagers wouldn't be glad to be back at school, but believe it or not I was. I know, I know what's wrong with me? Well, to be honest, school keeps me busy and keeps me from boring myself to death. Besides, I also get to see friends and play softball. I mean that's A LOT better than sitting on my butt sick. Although, there are days where I'm just like "Can't we sleep?" or "Can't we just watch a movie?", but I'm pretty sure everyone does that, right?

Ciara(:

Haha.

You know,
I'm one of those girls who once I get a boyfriend I stick with them.
I try not to start drama and I try not to get involved, but right now a "friend" of mine is having this hilarious conversation with an ex of his on facebook. Now, I'm sitting here thinking "Don't you guys know this is public?"
If it wasn't amusing me, I really would say something about it, but it's freaking hilarious!
So I'm just gonna lay back and be amused, for now.

...and try not to wish I had someone to talk to other than myself and non existent followers.

I'm out,
Ciara :)

Fellow Softball players!

To those of you who are a softball player and follow me, here's some words of advice I found on some softball site. I thought it might come in handy.
 1. Always prepared. Stepped in the field ready to play softball.

 2. Allow no room for distractions. A good hitter nails his attention on the game.

 3. Learn from the pitcher. By observing the pitcher, you can pick valuable information that you can use during the play. Watch and learn from him as you read his style.

 4. Be triumphant over fear. Never be engulfed by fear when you enter into the field. Allowing fear to develop can only ruin your entire softball game performance.

 5. Be confident. As you approach the plate, stand with no trace of hesitation and tension. You have to believe in yourself that you can and that you are a great hitter.

 6. Feel easy on the plate. As you take your stance, pose comfortably. Concentration may be lost when you feel uneasy on the plate. Avoid stance or positions that you are not accustomed with. You have to remember that physical balanced and easiness at the plate is an important consideration to create a great hit.

 7. Relax. Ease the tension by taking a deep breath. Proper breathing can make you feel relax while your concentration is enhanced by having a peace of mind.

 8. Focus on the pitch. Once you are in the box, your eyes must tightly focus on the ball. Never allow your mind or eyes to wander outside or inside the field.

 9. Smash the ball. When the pitcher throws the ball, expect that it would be in the strike zone. Smash the ball hard when it is strike and leave the barrel cocked if it is a ball.

 10. Think of success. You have to be optimistic. All your focus and efforts are towards victory. However, when changes on the softball hitting plan are needed, do so, as long as they are not radical changes on the plan.

It's baaaaaaack!

Hi guys! Ciara's back again! I had an awesome day, well other than the fact I was still running a fever. I'm fine now though. I got to go to softball practice today! It definitely made my day. :) It felt great outside and it felt great to BE outside. I get to go back to school tomorrow, so I'm ready for this. It feels like I haven't been back in forever! When in all reality it's been like three days. BUT I'm going back tomorrow. Plus, I got to play ball today! I'm actually starting to like this week. Two more practices this week, then... WEEKEND! :) Love, Ciara!(:

Followers!

To my followers, I love you bunches! Follow my inspirational blog as well as this one! :) I'll give you a cookie. ;) Now that that's all settled, I'm getting off of here again. Sad, I know. Sorry about that. Love, :)CfP(:

Hello

Hello followers and stalkers. O.o
I'm Ciara, :)
Just this little crazy 16 year old who thinks, maybe a little too much.
I'm gonna be blogging for all of you to see! Whoooooo!
Now then, I may post little things or maybe big things, I'm not so sure yet.
But I want to have a successful blog.
Why?
well, cause I can.