I'm not gonna lie.

It's rough. Everything. I've been praying harder than ever lately, because I'm not sure what all is going on. But everything with dad is worrying me, mark, friends, I'm gonna be a senior... It's all just been building up. So tonight, I started to pray. I just prayed that God would give me an answer to my problems. I just prayed. And you know what? I feel so much more relaxed than I ever did before.

Thank you God. <3

Ohh, this can't be good.

Now, we are 7-1. The only team we've lost to has been Durant. That's not bad considering they're like 5A. haha. We're undefeated against teams our size. I have a gigantic bruise on my leg from being spiked one day.

School starts back in 11 days, I can get my license in 16. 

I'm happy about that. Cause that means that pretty red truck can finally leave my yard! :D 

We're in the Tish League, I don't know who we play but we play at 615 and 820. :)
Let's go get them!

Because I'm Awesome.

So I've forgotten to mention softball in awhile. Sorry. We're currently undefeated. I have a total of one homerun already. And so far I'm 1.000 in the field.

Now, to why I am awesome...
I'm pretty sure that I just talked my youth pastor into taking us to XFEST. Yeah, you can now thank me. :D

Save Me by Remy Zero (AKA Theme Song for Smallville)

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
And, they pull you under
And, I will give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted
All my dreams are fallen down
Crawlin' around and around and around 

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through it
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it, just stay, stay
C'mon, I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And, they pull me under
I would give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawlin' around and around and around...
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through it
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it, just stay, stay
C'mon, I've been waiting for you
All my dreams are on the ground
Crawlin' around and around and around...

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it just stay (stay with me)

I made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay
C'mon, I'm still waiting for you

What?

This has not been the best of weeks. Just saying. It's only Wednesday. Oh boy. I just want to high five someone, in the face.. with my fist.

I go with my own flow, and not everyone else's. Just saying.

Ugh.

Marks gonna be gone to Wyoming. What am I gonna do for these next two weeks? Sigh..

Blah.

So,
yes everything turned out good. Not everything went according to plan but other than that it was okay. We had fun at Calli's. Especially when Madison got stuck, lol.
I've been worried about Mark lately though, and I guess it's just gotten me so tired people are noticing.

Oh boy.

Hopefully..

Everything will go according to plan. Right now, as it is this should be a good weekend.
Tomorrow, I'm going to Jon and Megan's to help paint their new house. Then, after that PooPoo's
birthday party. Who knows what afterwards?

Sunday, I'm going to Calli's. We're having a cookout thing before school starts back. Swimming and good food. :D Sounds like a plan to me.

Hopefully, just this once, everything will happen how it should.

Please?

Sigh..

What's wrong with today? 

1. Mark had to leave. 

2. I had to buy a new phone because my iPhone spazzes out.

3. I think my tv is messing up now.

4. Practice is going to be soooo long. 

5. I had to drive the diesel that I had now clue how to drive.

6. School starts the 9th and not the day I thought it did. 

What's right today? 

1. It looks like rain. 

2. My new phone is an android.

3. My truck will be fixed before school. 

4. I got a hug from my best friend. 

Yeah,

Today was okay. For the most part. There was that little bit, that was a little off. It's just I don't know, weird lately.

Hmm.

I'm always a positive person, no matter what's going on. But right now, that positiveness isn't there. I'm positive for everyone else, give them some motivation, but to myself? No. Can't do that. :/

Ohhhhhhmyyyyyygooooossssshhhh.

I promise you that if you make plans they will be ruined. No matter what they are.

Your Face.

Don't you just love my creative titles? They really are the best. Even if you hated me, you'd have to admit that. The titles make it all the better. Majority of the time, the title just fits my mood. I guess that's how it's supposed to work, right? Yeah.

Blah.

I have about a half a day till Mark comes back home. Yay, tomorrow's the fourth I have no fireworks.. What's wrong with this world?? :P

He's (she's) got the kind of love I need
The kind that's never good on me

It doesn't mean a thing to me
It doesn't mean a thing to me
And it's about time you see
Things ain't like they used to be

Lalala.

Summer is flying by.
It's already July.
School's almost here,
Makes me want to shed a tear,
for I'm not ready for senior year.

Yep, I just wrote that off the top of my head. I'm awesome I know. Don't you just hate when you can't talk about something, because the person you need to talk to the most about it is busy? Makes me a little mad. :{( (that's a sad mustache face.)