Yeah.

Today was good. Mark got saved. I got clothes. But now Mark, may not be able to see me for awhile. This is fabulous.

Really??

I was driving down the highway on the way home from practice when the truck makes a funny noise. I didn't think anything of it, it's happened before. Then it makes another noise..I smell something weird. I see smoke behind me, then from the front of the truck starts smoking. I try to stop it and it won't stop. Then I try to put it in park, it wouldn't park. The smoke was so bad I couldn't see in front of me. It starts cracking. I jump out the door. It keeps rolling into a ditch into a a fence. I'm standing on the side of the road about to call dad. Then Harley's mom pulls up beside me, asks what happens.She says she saw the truck smoking, and then me get out. I said I don't know. I was just driving and it started making weird noises and smoking. I think I was so frazzled she knew I couldn't really explain. She says where do you live. I said I'm just down the road. We go get dad get back up there. Luckily someone came with fire extinguishers. Well, then we're sitting there. Then me and dad go back to the house. I'm in such a panic I couldn't find my wallet. Dena stayed at the car while we were waiting on the Highway Patrol. We get back there. The fire dept. was there spraying it down. The highway patrol comes takes my permit and other stuff. It was crazy. I was so scared and shaking.

Thank God someone came along to help me. I don't know what I would've done.

Ughhh.

It never fails does it?
When something goes right something always has to go wrong?
I was FINE until the softball scrimmage. Then Ward had to go and ruin my mood.
I now owe him 20 triangles.
Ugh.

Mark is a buttface.

Because he was sitting here while I was typing messing me up. But it's okay! I don't want school to start but I do at the same time. It's weird. Oh well. I'm super proud of myself. I drove in Durant and didn't run over a curb or almost get killed. AND last night I cooked and made tea. :)

My resolution for this year:
1. I'm actually gonna wear jeans this year. hah.
2. By that I mean that I'm going to dress up.
3. Softball. <3
4. Be awesome.

Yep.

When stress gets you down. Pray.
Just saying.

I'm not gonna lie.

It's rough. Everything. I've been praying harder than ever lately, because I'm not sure what all is going on. But everything with dad is worrying me, mark, friends, I'm gonna be a senior... It's all just been building up. So tonight, I started to pray. I just prayed that God would give me an answer to my problems. I just prayed. And you know what? I feel so much more relaxed than I ever did before.

Thank you God. <3

Ohh, this can't be good.

Now, we are 7-1. The only team we've lost to has been Durant. That's not bad considering they're like 5A. haha. We're undefeated against teams our size. I have a gigantic bruise on my leg from being spiked one day.

School starts back in 11 days, I can get my license in 16. 

I'm happy about that. Cause that means that pretty red truck can finally leave my yard! :D